tymorasrabbit: Burning, flaming Hatred.

Lissy (

tymorasrabbit) wrote,
@ 2008-03-16 11:42:00

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Burning, flaming Hatred.
I hate brandon and iris! I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them! I hate everything that comes out of their mouths! I hate their stupid faces and their stupid LJ posts and their stupid stupid stupid stupid! GAAAAAHHHHHHH! And if YOU! Yes YOU! are friends with them, my opinion of YOU IS LESSENED! Don't try to sway me, I WON'T BE MOVED! I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them. I hate them so much I want to SPEND TIME hating them. I want to send them letters that read: I HATE YOU! I want to see them at a LAN when I come home and kick them BOTH in the face! And I would, if I wasn't so sure those asswipes would call the police for "assault". I want a nice, clean you-and-me-outside-right-now-knock-down-drag-out-bitch-brawl between ME and IRIS, maybe whoop some fucking humility into her. I want to show her that I'm better than her in EVERY way! I train my cats better, I feed them better, I make BEARABLE noises in bed, I'm prettier, I don't talk with a lisp, I could kick her ass in a fight, my man is better-looking and smarter, I can sew better, take better photographs, be a better weed-dealer, and I could even FLAME SOMEONE BETTER THAN SHE'S FLAMED ME!

Which, by the way, really pisses me off. But on my husband's advice, I chose not to give in to the taunts and name-calling right then and there, and instead wrote Brandon and email telling him that I want to pretend they don't exist and I'd appreciate it if they'd do the same.

I hate Iris more than I've ever hated anyone in my life (and I REALLY hate my mom). And I've given it almost two years for the roommate BULLSHIT to blow over. But my hatred only gets stronger, the more retarded LJ comments I read. I hated her when I lived in the dorms with her, and I hated her when I had to live with her at the Ship. She is the ONLY person that I have willingly and routinely STOLEN from to be malicious. When she started dealing pot from the Ship (which we ALL agreed we didn't want) and started over-charging HER ROOMMATES, I started pinching from her shit. Everyday, I went on the mission to find out where Iris hid her stash. Sometimes it was in the closet, other times, it was (purposefully?) buried deep within the dirty underwear drawer. And I pinched half a bowl from each eighth she had weighed up. I snickered under my breath when Iris had people over to sell them a bag and had to make excuses like, "Well, it weighed when I put it in the bag...It must have dried out some..."

And I'm not ashamed. Iris MAKES me want to bring HARDSHIP on her. Call me evil, but she brings out the absolute WORST in me. I could go on forever about how I feel she's wronged and angered me, but I won't. Not here at least.

So if anyone wants to not be my friend anymore because of this, please say so here and now. I want it to be CLEAR that I DON'T want to share ANY of my friends with that douchebag couple. I may be a bitch, but I've chosen my side. The line in the sand has been drawn.

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	You're so cute. dinahdecember 2008-03-16 06:23 pm UTC (link)
	Uhm... But I don't mean that in the horribly demeaning way. You know, when you get really angry at your significant other and they say, "You're so cute." I mean, it's pretty much exactly what I just did to you... but don't take it that way? I can understand the wanting to spend time hating because you hate so much, though. If that helps? Love you much. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	PS dinahdecember 2008-03-16 06:40 pm UTC (link)
	I love Elfquest! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-16 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	Yay Elfquest! <3 (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Re: You're so cute. tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 05:20 am UTC (link)
	e-hugs (Reply to this)(Parent)

	rtdeus13 2008-03-16 08:48 pm UTC (link)
	Ahh yes... the line in the sand I know it well. So Iris was the small one with the constantly neon dyed hair who was rumored to squeek abnoxiously when having sex right? I didn't actually spend much time at the Ship in its later phases so I only heard such through 3rd parties. So stupid LJ comments? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 05:16 am UTC (link)
	REALLY stupid ones. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	oz_the_geek 2008-03-16 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, there's a line in the sand. I drew a cake in the sand over here, though. Does that mean everyone has to pick a layer? Or does it mean that we're drawing asinine things in the sand? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 02:54 am UTC (link)
	It means, don't invite me to the same party you invite them to. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 03:02 am UTC (link)
	AND, I don't want a slice of the same sand-cake they're eating...>.> (Reply to this)(Parent)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 05:43 am UTC (link)
	Additionally, I'm not so sure I like your "I'm more enlightened than thou tone"...unless I'm mistaking that tone for the "Oz loves cake tone". And I know how you feel about my hatred. I'm just not sure there's room for everyone up there on the high road. And at least I didn't bring up House Geek this time. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	I am not generally a wrathful person, so in these situations I tend to just make jokes nullibicitynow 2008-03-21 04:36 am UTC (link)
	I'm not so sure I like your "I'm more enlightened than thou tone" Seriously? With reference to Oz? Isn't that tone one of his primary character traits? And you're not mistaking it for his "Oz loves cake" tone because Oz, like all good House Geekers, loves pie. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: I am not generally a wrathful person, so in these situations I tend to just make jokes tymorasrabbit 2008-03-21 05:08 am UTC (link)
	Elitism is something I've come to expect. But you can't be an elitist AND (more)enlightened...IMHO. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Mm. Pie. tymorasrabbit 2008-03-21 05:08 am UTC (link)
	Yar. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	gregorfodrotski 2008-03-16 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	Make love not war. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 03:02 am UTC (link)
	Ha. You first. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	oz_the_geek 2008-03-17 03:11 am UTC (link)
	That's kind of his whole thing. <. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 04:53 am UTC (link)
	I was mostly imagining making love to Iris and Brandon. Which was both icky and funny at the same time. So I responded with "you first"...and then proceeded to imagine HIM making love to them, and...well, you know how it goes. (Reply to this)(Parent)

crimsonsaber
2008-03-16 11:31 pm UTC (link)

This is more than just a little ridiculous. Brandon and Iris were only defending Robs from your attacks. Robs was in a particularly vulnerable time in her life, and all you could say was that you were coming to hate her, piece by little piece. No support or kind words were offered on your part. Robs was coming out of a multi-year relationship, fresh out of oral surgery, and you couldn't even offer condolences or best wishes. Robs was in tears, with an icepack wrapped around her swollen jaw, high on painkillers that left her defenseless to what you had done.

Brandon and Iris have been there for her, offering her not only a place to stay, but a shoulder to cry on. I don't care how miserable your own life may be at this moment, but your comments were inappropriate.

The force with which your comments were met may not have been proportional to the pain that you inflicted, but it sure made Robs feel better after the mean things you said.

I am not picking sides in this stupid war. I am only commenting as a third-party observer. Your rant is a merely detriment to your character and does nothing to tarnish that of Brandon and Iris.

You are better than this, Lissy.

-Sam

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tymorasrabbit
2008-03-17 03:00 am UTC (link)

War. Psh. It hasn't escalated that far...yet.

And if this is what I get for putting MY two cents worth in, then fuck it. Even though this is MY journal, I'm not going to call anyone a bitch for saying what's on their mind.

So thanks for your input, but I don't really care.

This post is about ME. What -I- feel like, and why. I even wrote a nice little disclaimer and put my post under an LJ-cut.

I'm free to like and dislike whoever I want for whatever reasons I want. And I don't like Iris. I don't care if you don't get it. I don't care anymore that my whole statement was misinterpreted. And now it's between me and Robs. Not you, not Brandon, not Iris.

If you don't like it, then don't come around.

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	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 03:01 am UTC (link)
	Additionally, I'd like to make it clear, that I've hated Iris and Brandon for going on TWO years now, not just since two days ago. This post was long in coming. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	rtdeus13 2008-03-17 08:16 am UTC (link)
	"She is the Kwisatz Haderach. She can inflict pain with but a word!" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 10:33 am UTC (link)
	Bwahahahahaha! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	tymorasrabbit 2008-03-17 10:35 am UTC (link)
	Your mom. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	LOL nullibicitynow 2008-03-21 04:37 am UTC (link)
	... did you just comment "your mom" to yourself? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: LOL tymorasrabbit 2008-03-21 05:07 am UTC (link)
	...maybe. (Reply to this)(Parent)

A Reply

koyetay
2008-03-18 07:32 am UTC (link)

Lissy,

I have thought long and hard about this. I do not hate you. To me, hating you is not worth my time. However, I still do not think you are a good person. All this pointless drama was restarted simply because I stepped up and defended my friend, something that I hope you would do for your friends. In my own post I really made no mean comment amount you, other than to call you a bitch for how you treated my friend. You twisted her words in such a way that I have no idea where you even came from. Koyetay's post, which followed mine, was a bit harsher, but still only in defense of his friend.

In response we received your kindergarten post of hate. I'm really beyond caring what you think of me, you think I'm the worst thing that happened to this planet, and really, that's your right as an individual. I just feel sorry for you that you let this consume you so completely. You have really lost touch with reality at this point.

I'm not going to stop going to social events because of you. If you are there, I will simply ignore you. We have some mutual friends, and I am in no way asking them to stop liking you. You have asked that of them, in a very elementary school popularity contest sort of way, and from what I have seen, most people have simply chosen to ignore that. I have a feeling that banning me from participating in social events would receive similar responses. If you feel like making a big scene out of it, and forcing people to choose sides, I guess that's your decision. I just will take no part in it, its not worth my time.

So, in short, I'm done. I didn't start this flamewar of hate, and I really refuse to participate in it. Brandon has, that was a decision that he made in defense of me. I have left you alone for two years, something you have been unable to do to me, shown both your post you made yesterday, and past responses. Don't take out your hatred of me on my friends, they have done nothing to deserve to be dragged into this. I'm more than happy to let history be history.

I don't hate you, and I really don't view all this "lets tell the world how horrible Iris is" as worth my time. Those who know me can see though your lies, and those who don't aren't worth my time.

Iris

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	Blah blah blah. tymorasrabbit 2008-03-18 04:15 pm UTC (link)
	If you really don't care, why are you posting on my journal? You're right, I'm NOT worth your time. /shoo (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Re: A Reply tymorasrabbit 2008-03-18 04:17 pm UTC (link)
	...and I thought I made it clear that this post was for making ME feel better? A long rant about MY frustrations? (Reply to this)(Parent)

	AND another thing! tymorasrabbit 2008-03-18 04:26 pm UTC (link)
	This post was not a response to anything. The EMAIL I sent Brandon was my response to being called a bitch on My_Aerie's journal. And since then, Robs and I have resolved our issue through more personal communication, regardless of your "defending". (Reply to this)(Parent)

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